sometimes when it is early morning and you aren't wearing any disguises, you can show the world what you are really feeling-the need for change. you will start slowly today with the help of a pair of scissors. hoping that the small snips will take away some of your fear that eight months will turn into a year and you will have nothing to show for the time you have had to yourself...it feels like taking one cautious step into the shallow end of a pool when you are afraid that you might have forgotten how to swim.